With the absence of certainty and the future unforeseen I find it almost impossible to make good choices. Where should I live? What should I do? What kind of career should I have? Do I need to be patient and wait to see where God is leading me? Is God leading me and I'm using patience as an excuse not to follow? Should I just do what I want and see where that gets me? WHAT DO I EVEN WANT? Will I be alone for the rest of my life? Shouldn't I be more proactive in finding a girlfriend? Am I even capable of Love? Could I convince myself that I am? One day would I find out that I'm not? Would everyone hate me if they could read all of my thoughts? Am I fake for keeping some thoughts to myself? Would it be better to be hated or fake? Would they hate me anyways for being fake? I don't think I'm fake I just don't want to be rude sometimes. Will there ever be a certain point in life where I feel like I've got things figured out? Or will I always second, third, fourth guess myself no matter what choice I make?
Does any of that really matter right now?
haha doesn't it feel nice to just write out all of these frustrating questions. Hey bro, love God and do whatever you want. The first part is loving God...Love usually means time with the one you love. If your loving and listening, God will let you know if the direction you are going isn't correct. Praying for you man!
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