I think it's a fair statement to say that nobody wants to be lonesome. Sometimes I like to be alone, but I don't ever like to be lonely. I just hate how I can't be content with being single. The feelings of desperation and depression overwhelm me quite often and I know that finding a nice gal isn't going to fix any of that and I need to seek out God to truly be content. But isn't it ok for me to desire a good relationship with a nice gal? Someone I can spend quality time with and just have fun and enjoy each others company. Or is it just jealousy and I can't get over feeling sorry for myself? I don't feel like I'm even capable of being in a real relationship at this point in life and yet I feel lonely and desperate all the time... I enjoy some freedoms of being single... I can go anywhere and do whatever and not have any plans to keep ever, it's just too bad I don't go anywhere or do anything. I just wish I could be more patient and less envious of everyone else and just be happy with the joys I have in life now.
"can anybody find me somebody to love?" - Queen
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