life

"This is your life, are you who you want to be" - Switchfoot

God, I want to be so much more than the person I have become. At the end of everyday I am just overwhelmed with such discontentment. And well honestly I don't like the guy I see in the mirror, he's a real douche. This needs to be fixed.

Feels like I've been to this point a thousand times before. Tormented by the risks I don't take and the mistakes I choose to make. Selling out and settling for less over and over and over again. It seems like my only desires now are fortune, fame, and a pretty girl to take my name, but that's not really my purpose and I don't really have the capacity to handle any of those things right now.

Point of this post is to be a reminder of the realization that I just need to do better and do things for the right reasons.

God is so merciful and patient... He must be Love.